..."Until The Day You Return"...

I feel dead as the silence around
But I know that I am still alive
With dreams that have no home
Searching a shelter under the sky
To lay my body to rest in peace
A grave to bury my love beneath
A tombstone to carve my name
This life could keep us together
Maybe my death would bring you
And even for a day you will return
And know that I will wait forever
For you to return to me for once
Maybe you would find my remains
And shed a tear in my memory
Hoping ii would fall on the sand
To quench my thirst for your taste
And keep your hand on the stone
Crave to feel your touch be given
Until that day i will keep my love alive

..."The Outlaws"...

Invaded our lands
Forced us away to withdraw
Took away our lives
Then named us the outlaws
Now we are back
So you better take cover
Run for your lives
We are talking this town over

We are the wanted tribe
Our pictures on the wall
We stand for each other
All for one and one for all

Now is the time
For a perfect crime
With the blood of our brothers we are driven

What will you do
It's the end for you
We'll stand up for the name that we're given

We are the Outlaws
You don't wanna known where we been
We are the cowboys
And our life is like a candle in the wind
We are the Outlaws
Have our promises that we have to keep
We are the Cowboys
Will keep fighting before we go to sleep

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Gunning for glory
Fighting for our names
Shooting the fear
At the top of the game
Riding through
The sunset chasing the wind
You better watch out
And keep your eyes skinned

We didn't choose this life
God forgive us for this sin
Not sure about tomorrow
But today we have to win

Now is the time
For a perfect crime
With the blood of our brothers we are driven

What will you do
It's the end for you
We'll stand up for the name that we're given

We are the Outlaws
You don't wanna known where we been
We are the cowboys
And our life is like a candle in the wind
We are the Outlaws
Have our promises that we have to keep
We are the Cowboys
Will keep fighting before we go to sleep

..."Desperate Heart "...

Another night
And I have to say
The distance between us is killing me

I cannot fight
As I begin to pray
And your face is all that I wish to see

Sitting here alone with my guitar
Trying to wrote another song
I can't seem to think of anything
Everything seems so wrong

Tell me why
Did you walk away
Left me in the wilderness of our dreams

Can't you see
I am lost today
And nothing is like it was, as it used to be

I cannot lock all this
Love inside of me
the touch from you
is what I am craving
It's hard to control
this desperate heart
It's hard to hold the
feelings i've been saving

Another day
All I wanted was
To spend the rest of my life loving you

I have to say
It's you I miss
Chained to you, I just cannot get through

The world is not my place to be
Without you there is no way
Can't you see this is killing me?
I just need you so bad today

This Desperate heart
This restless mind
Burning my soul
I'm runnung blind

..."A Sexual Chemistry"...

Bathing the heat
In the afternoon sun
Lustful observation
Together shared as one
Burning commotion
The heat and sweat
Thoughtless motion
Feverish metaphors
Thoughtful cravings
Imaginative bondage
Unleashed the savings
Ignored introversion
Willingness indication
A Sadistic enthusiasm
In an Erotic Fashion
Unknown intoxication
Runs deep in the vein
Flows fast and deep
Pleasure from this pain
Melting away as one
Into unknown territory
An ostentatious delight
Our Sexual Chemistry
Uncontrollable desires
Cherished Perversion
Deliberate Formation
Unintended satisfaction

.."Fade Away into Me"...

On my way to home
Walking alongside the road
Lighting up my hopes
In this lonely freezing cold
Take me to my home
My home is where ever you are
Touch me deep within
Nurse my wounds and this scar

Cover the air with your scent
Color the sky with your smile
Reveal the light from your eyes
Walk with me an endless mile

Just close your eyes
And open your mind
Take away from me
Whatever you may find

Fade away into me
Give away into me
Let your self free
Fade away into me

Untying memories ropes
I’m too young to feel this old
Keeping the promises
And the truth that is to be told
Living in this moment
A lifetime of dream together
Fade away into this night
Let me sleep in you forever

Cover the air with your scent
Color the sky with your smile
Reveal the light from your eyes
Walk with me an endless mile

Fill the void of tonight
Lay here with me
Hold me in your arms
And breathe into me

Fade away into me
Give away into me
Let your self free

Fade away into me

..."Lies in a Veil of Truth"...

Looking back all the wasted years
There is no turning back time
Trying to write down my life in words
The words they just don't rhyme

Lost all my happiness
In just a blink of an Eye
Why does it have to be like this?
I keep on asking myself why
A silence that is all around
There is no answer that I can get
The more I think of it
Makes it harder for me to forget

Oh Lord please help me tonight
Lost and broken is your man
In the wasteland of this empty life
Searching for answers if I can


Where is the salvation that you seek?
Good and evil they exist together
What is the Truth or what are the lies
One cannot live without the other

Looking ahead towards my future
What have become of me?
Wearing a shroud of false and sin
A creature of malevolence is all I see

Isn't this enough
What I have been through
Is there any mercy for my sins?
Tell me what do I have to do?
I cannot go through this anymore
For this is too much for me to take
For nothing matters to me anymore
If I lay dead or I if am awake …

All I have left within is my rage
I have my offerings for this world
Giving them what they deserve
Lost my mind and lost this soul

Where is the salvation that you seek?
Good and evil they exist together
What is the Truth or what are the lies
One cannot live without the other

..."Through Cemtery Gates"...

Lost your conscious at the end of road
And succumbing into shades of grey
Trust your instincts for your survival
Know it's time for you to turn away

No turning back from this path I chose
In wilderness of unconsciousness I roam
A collapse of comprehension I foresee
In search for truth lost my path to home

Besieged by endless river of doubts
Locked doors nailed to your dominion
Cast aside the desire that is required
An everlasting detestation to opinion

Words mean nothing where I stand
Lost my world in the greed for desires
This Prodigal son is not coming back
Walking lost and wounded in the mires

Prisoners of the feeble unconsciousness
Seeker of the kingdom that lay divide
This perpetual stride for the broken dreams
Loosing hope and fear that doesn't subside

The lies are draped in a veil of truth
The Essence as mist covers the mind
And dissonant lullabies of this night
The beauty to turn the visions blind

Your eyes were the windows to my soul
Your smile reached miles within my heart
Your eyes are now dead as my future
And your memory is what has torn me apart

The Truth is caught in a web of confusion
I feel it through the emptiness of the air
And Search the names of the ones forgotten
And faces that were never really there

I fear walking through the cemetery gates
Though alone, I hear your voices in my head
The air fills my soul with your essence
Your name on the stone, I know you're dead

... "Her Endless tale" ...

"Reflections of the heart
And the beauty of this pain
Endless quest for serenity
A Journey she begins again
Filling ups the gaps in life
The spaces those are empty
Self-induced she flies away
On wings of fading destiny
And throbbing images
Of forgotten yesterday
And all the certainties of
The feelings left in dismay
Hopes of dreams fulfilled
Accompanied with confusion
And the bitterness of reality
Affections soaked delusion
A wish that still lingers
Image of a wedding dress
Pearls and gems engraved
And white reflects her mess
The love once she treasured
Has drowned within too deep
With the storms of ignorance
And rainfall that she weeps
Trembling as her life deflates
She disregards away her past
In the narrowed tunnel of life
Knowing this maybe her last
And on the boat of dreams
The Loneliness is her sail
An infinite voyage of sorrows
And her life An Endless Tale" …

..."Broken Promises(Part II)"...

I still cannot heal
The wounds that are left open
I still cannot forget
The promises those are broken

I am still chained to the past
These walls seem like the mountains
This endless flow of sorrow
My tears have filled these fountains

I see an opening in the cloudy sky
I guess I will finally see the light
I cannot fight this darkness tonight
Hoping the summers would return

All I have
All I hold
All I cherish
Is your touch and your kisses

All I need
All I want
All I crave
Are those broken promises

For them to come true
When I think about you
I am lost without you
There's nothing I'd do

I'll be your man
All I need is one chance
Do everything I can
The one you can depend

All I want
Is for the broken promises
To come true

..."Broken Promises"...

Days have gone by
And the nights are her to stay
I am broken tonight
Won't you take my pain away?

I am holding on to my dreams
So little time left for them to come true
I don't need another life now
I know it will mean nothing without you

Waiting like a stone on the ground
There is no one as I see all around
Where is the world that I had built?
I'm lost for long waiting to be found

All I have
All I hold
All I cherish
Is your touch and your kisses

All I need
All I want
All I crave
Are those broken promises

For them to come true
When I think about you
I am lost without you
There's nothing I'd do

I'll be your man
All I need is one chance
Do everything I can
The one you can depend

All I want
Is for the broken promises
To come true

... "Foolish Pride" ...

Tried so hard to get back to you every time
Far away and this ego within us to divide
I guess that we have lost what we once had
It's what we are when love and hate collide

How we play the blaming game every night
And each time we cherish our foolish pride
Cannot ignore the love that I have for you
So I try to find, but all the reasons denied

How we wasted such precious moments
Silence kept growing and we didn't confide
I wish I was the one to first take the step
Thinking only if we kept our egos aside

There is no escaping from this loneliness
No comfort from the pain that I feel inside
Staring at your picture to feel your touch
And now I feel as if a part of me has died

Just know that I mistake, for I am just a man
I need you now so shift your boundaries aside
All seems to be lost thinking you are gone
This house of love is empty where we reside

"Sold my Soul to Rock & Roll" ...

They say that I am just crazy
They say that I'm insane
They Say I will never make it
My dreams will be lost in vain
Who the hell are you to tell me?
Who Am I and what I can be
I've lived my life they way I want
Don't give a shit if you don't agree


All I want is to live my life free
It's like a fire burning inside of me
I can't stop what grows within me
I guess it's how I'm supposed to be

It ain't any fun here
The girls ain't pretty anymore
And drink ain't doing
What it used to do before
Stick to your guns
Or else it's time for you to pay
The devil is here
To take your soul away


I've sold my soul to Rock and Roll
I tried my best not to loose control
Like I am falling into a black hole
I've sold my soul to Rock and Roll

I'm flying high with no fear to fall
You'll see the writings on the wall
I'm on my ground and I stand tall
I've sold my soul to Rock and Roll

"Free from your Love" (Part II) ...

How do you feel?
When he makes love to you
Is it just the way that once you and I used to be?

Have you found love?
Is it better than how we were?
Is he the one you wanted, Is he better than me?

All I asked for was your love
All I asked was for your trust
And all you gave me was lies
Your eyes just sheltered lust

Said that I was a reckless guy
And that my love was fake
Said you had just too much
More than that you could take


Now that you want in again
And I now choose to be out
You say that you were wrong
My love you can't live without

There is a change inside me
I am not the same anymore
I hold no dreams protected within
The man I thought I was before

Set me free
From your lies
From all the memories
All I want now is to be out

From this love
From your world
Don't want you anymore
Without a shadow of a doubt

"Free from you Love" ...

How did you feel?
When we used to make love
Was it just the way I used to feel for you?

Or was it a sin?
That you committed again
Another body just to take you through

You walked away from me
Saying love was hard to find
I thought I was to be blamed
Just couldn't read your mind

I tried my best to get you back
But you always closed the door
Questions that were killing me
You had nothing to say anymore

The dreams that are broken
That love would never part
The feelings are now scattered
Just left with a broken heart

I am still the same as I was
This heart still beats today
But everything has changed now
Since the day you walked away

Set me free
From your lies
From all the memories
All I want now is to be out

From this love
From your world
Don't want you anymore
Without a shadow of a doubt

..."Kingdom of Heaven" ...

"This world of greed and deceit
We walk on blood soaked sand
Foes are disguised as friends
And the powerful rape the land
And love is just an empty word
Brother killing brother for greed
Where vulgarity is now a fashion
Ours wants have killed our needs
Let's fly away to another universe
Let's escape to some far away place
We'll swim across the sea of Hopes
Where everyone knows our face"

"Without the leaders to follow
A land where there is no hate
Where people don't die for food
Where no one decides your fate
Where no religion divides us
To a land of hidden treasures
Where there are no boundaries
A kingdom full of pleasures
Where sky is painted with sunrise
You live without the fear of war
And twilight painted with serenity
And Holds a moon without a scar"

"An Island of peace and harmony
Surrounded by endless ocean
Where the waters taste like wine
With waves of graceful motion
Where the rivers flow affection
And with a water fall of light
With meadows full of rainbows
And darkness decorated in white
A land full of emerald mountains
Valley covered by flower of spring
Where fruits of love on every tree
And the birds with joy they sing" …

... "Blood for Blood" ...

My friends, everyone that I loved are dead
A survivor I am and till this day I have bled
The rules of the game
Changing with names
Your dreams opposed
The doors are all closed
I will not give myself into your pathetic crusade
I'll return with my militia to destroy and to Invade
Infection of the brain
What causes the pain
Isolation of the Soul
Loosing self control
I maybe weak now but I will return to Avenge
Your realm will crumble I'll be back for revenge
Begging for sympathy
Mercy lost to apathy
Carnage is the need
Until death you bleed
The End of your empire is what I declare
Assault will be soon so you better prepare
Dark souls congregation
A damned new creation
Memories of this scar
A reason for massacre
All the Fools that you rule will surrender to death
They will beg for forgiveness in their last breath

... "Wanderer" ...

I tried not to think, but I can't deny
The Images dancing in the air
Trying to hear the fading whispers
It seems like you are still there
Knew it from the very first day
No love I saw behind your eyes
The memories that I hold of you
Nothing else more than your lies
You got me down on my knees
Stood alone was no one near
I am still strong enough to fight
It's just the loneliness that I fear
Found you in the search of truth
Lost you in a moment of a lie
The lie that swept me as a storm
Reality is harsh, rather I can't defy
Waiting at this place for so long
Sleepless I am and I know it's late
But there is no where left to go
Don't know anything so I'll wait
These are just empty words of me
I know I'll never be where you are
You will be happy in another world
In a parallel sky, shining like a star
Succumb into another search of life
Lay in the arms of another man
Where will you hide the love I gave?
I'll just find another world if I can

... "Words of Darkness" ...

Besieged intelligence
Lacking conception
The False prophecy
A restless Oblivion
Darkness of words
Unmatched cruelty
Meaningless light
Malevolence beauty
Screaming silence
Blemishing passion
Shrieking implores
Dying Obsession
Breeding gluttony
Flourishing Vanity
Materialistic values
At the Edge of Sanity
Loss of dedication
Moral diversions
Loosing Confidence
An empty suppression
Destruction of conceit
Journey of precision
Creation of triumph
A unique destination

"Ecstasy"

Seems to me like

A deja vu that I see
Somebody wake me up
Before I close my eyes

Strange unconscious

Vivid erotic sensation
Floating images
On the sea of emotion

Constant dehydration
Rushes heat up the body
Sweat dripping down
What's happening to me?

I am sorry for what I done
Save me from oh God
Please give me a chance
Stop this intoxication

Oh fuck!!!
This is the end
Oh damn!!!
They're coming

An uplift that I feel
Rising above ground
Can anybody see?
What's happening around

Slow and steady
Frenzied movements
I am breathing faster
As I give myself in
I lay motionless as
It takes control over me
Closing my eyes
As I set myself free
In the hand of unknown
As it takes me up above
And as I open my eyes
I feel newly found love…