Verses of Solitude ...

"In a Place Where Dreams fade and Shadows Fall" …

Solitude within desires no reasons
Calm is the view of cemetery gates
How unfortunate are those pages
Written by the hands of pitiless fate
The Pages swept away by the wind
Some left blank, and some torn apart
Some written in false contentment
Other with my bleeding left scarred

Return to pathos
Torn pieces of fading images
The Memories I recall

In a place
Where all these Dreams Fade
And Shadows Fall

Reminisce of
Days of serenity and bliss
Of those lost golden years

Hearing the voices
Those Forgotten silent cries
All those unshed tears

Verses of solitude soaked in grief
Still pretentious is what I leave behind
How much longer will it take for us?
Is there any thing left that we could find?
Awaiting a hope to sweep me away
Seasons change and these days go by
Where am I, where have you been?
What have we gained in this life?

Fading away I am now
In black and white bleak reminiscence
How much more do I fade away?
Am I not pale enough for your depiction?

..." Anything For You " ...

Forget everything they told you
Even the wisest can be wrong

Speak what your heart wants
You don't have to be so strong

Let me hold you in my arms
You've been fighting for long

I have been burning up
In wait for this love to begin
Please don't be so hard
Don't hold this love within

I want to be the one who holds you
Even if your hopes are too far gone
I want to be the one who you'd love
I want to be the one you can rely on

I am the one who awaits for you
In this cold I stand, hear me call

When you think you are falling
I'll be the one to break your fall

Walk away and leave the hurt
Your every tear pierces a hole

Like a dagger into my heart
Deep into the core of my soul

I would do anything girl
To have you here by my side
You'll tear my world apart
I have no place left to hide

I'll be everything that you'd wish for
I'll be the one to take away the scars
I'll be your shelter from this cold
I'll be your sun, moon and the stars

Karma ... "Stronger than Fate" ...

Lucid conviction of my contravention falls as I speak
Trapped in this incessant whirlpool of absurd remorse
And to live is only to wait for the final Judgment
What I buried is revealed with this persuasive force

Final destination holds the silent screams

A Fragile Emptiness is what I hold within

A drifter I am within dreams of illusions

I deserved more than I have been given

Root of this Evil
Materialistic Desires
Greed of Flesh
Sinking in the Mires
Dead from within, I live to analyze what I have done
Arbitrary metaphors within my mind is all I can see
I scream as if the demons possess my body and soul
Unknown to what the next moments embrace for me
Lost Ambition
Nothing to Aspire
Karma decides
What one Acquires

Essence of Solitude

Filling up my insanity

Lurking expectations

Enduring within me

I Battle with my obsession and self deceit

Searching for a way to rebuild the past

Striding towards the hope in still-motion

Seeking for something that would ever last

The journey Ends

Unknown territory

Walk the grounds

Of fading destiny

My transgression is all that I now recall

I know Karma holds more power than fate

I have condoned what I have done in life

And now I am afraid, that now it's too late

Bloodstained eyes scarred with the vision of death
Trying to deny the faith to escape the consequences
This mind is now a ticking bomb waiting detonation
Lips sealed but no escape from testifying Conscience

Drenched Petals of Love ...

..." Floating flesh
On burning Flames
Heightened senses
Feels the Blaze
Lost in the Aura
Of tickling games
Floating Flesh
On burning Flames

Drenched petal
In the rain of love
Flying passion
As thousand doves
What you see in me
Be painted with colors
Drenched petal
In the rain of love

Mounting elation
Soaked in pure bliss
Luscious crust
Awaiting the kiss
Conquer the shades
Yellow, Blue, & Pink
Mounting elation
Soaked in pure bliss" ...

Here I am again ...

Here I am again, alone one more time

Walking down these rail road tracks

I don't know where they come from

I don't know where they go from here

Rest side by side, but they never meet

I guess I know and I can relate to them

Isn't this how you and I are?

Isn't this is how we'll end up?

But hey! there will be no end to what I feel

I have seen the world and I know its ways

Here where I am, the one who calls the shots

But I am so helpless to say or do anything

Life is so confusing, even with all we know

We think we know how this world goes

But there are moments every now and then

Where there is nothing that we can do

When you just wait for the time to show you

Where you have been and where you will go

Helpless and waiting

Although once in my life I lost my faith

But right now I still am praying

Guess I am still too young to know

So much that I have never known

Every time I look in the mirror

I try to realize who the one is

Who stands on the other side?

For I know he's not me for sure

I am again all alone walking on the street

And there is no one left that I would meet

Guess I have no interest in the world I know

Oh Damn! I am late, I am sorry, I got to go …

Love, Trust and Betrayal ...

"The days, they just come and go
The night fall, as I lay on the bed
Vision I see of my forgotten past

The love that I lost, all that I had
My wounds just keep on bleeding
Why Am I the one who's forsaken?
These clouds still rain inside me
Oh God set me free from this pain
As I take a step, I seem to stumble
To A path which leads me to my fate
Forgive me, for I too was weak then
I cannot hold this Burden of regret" …



Death is inevitable, we all will die eventually
But this everyday death of me is all that I see
Betrayed all the ones that I walked away from
I was too young, weak to stand for my esteem

I fight this light of the day so no one can see
This guilt of my haunting past that I see in me
In my dreams I see your face and I try to hide
In this loneliness there is no shelter I can find

Still cannot accept the truth and so I just deny
The truth I hold within is more than shocking
I scream trying to ventilate this pain and guilt
Trying to hide, knowing you're still watching

Unknown to what awaits for these eyes to see
Searched inside the rooms calling out her name
And there she lay rest with pale crimson eyes
In a pool of blood, with a smile on her face

Carved in my heart and soul they will remain
I still remember the last words that she spoke
The last of what this mind would ever recall
"I Love You, But now I would have to go" …

Tired of the hope for a beautiful life with love
An escape, Chose to liberate her from this sin
A Sin it is, what once was a beautiful dream
Lost all hope she cut her veins to set her free

I take a deep breath and close my eyes to see
These bitter tears fall as if there is no tomorrow
Oh my love, how I wish I could have saved you
Stranded at shore, with these waves of sorrow …

"Wrap your arms around me my love
For I don't have the strength to weep
I walk the path that leads me to you
Holding your love within me too deep
Choose the way that did set you free
Slit these wrists and I feel the flow
The moonlit night on the shoreline
I see the beautiful crimson glow
Closing these eyes for her to see
One who has been waiting for me" …

A Voyage Into Abyss ...

I watch the sun
As it sets underneath the vast ocean
Just as my wishes
Lay in the depths of my bleeding heart
The lonesome sea
With the waves that are lifeless at shore
My words are faded
Before they can even form a into a voice

I know how the sun suffers at dusk fall
Just as my dreams arched into the dark
The twilight falls on the burning blue sky
As my wishes burn within my dying mind

The daylight bleeds
It last shades of grey fading into black
My Hopes perish
Into a darkened pool of dead dreams
Obscurity rises
Spreading darkness all across the land
My Soul burns
In anguish of my elapsed prayers in vain

I have found a way, escapade from this pain
From this relentless anguish I hold within
No more pain of my bleeding heart I feel
Free myself from this existence, to begin

An everlasting voyage
Into the depths of the abyss of my finale

Oh! Remember me
As the falling rain falls on your face
Oh! Remember me
As the dew-drops hang on the leafs
Oh! Remember me
As the flowers blossom into the spring
Oh! Remember me
As the sun of a new morning dawns ...

Since You've been Gone ...

Nobody can feel the pain I go through
Why Am I, the man I have become?
Why is everything so hard for me?
Why is me, and my love so undone?

Can you tell me because I am all alone?
I have lost everything that I've known
I still miss you each and every single day
Where are you, where is my love gone?

Images I hold within of our lost love
I close my eyes and these tears fall
Where was I wrong can you tell me?
I take a breath, I am against the wall

So many questions without the answer
Trapped within this stabbing deep pain
Am I a fool to feel this love within me?
Still hoping to rejoin the past once again

The last night I remember was magic
The love we had, all that I felt within
Can't seem to stand up on my feet again
I don't know where would this life begin

Where I walk, there's no turning back
Nothing I have left that I could ever do
I have I climbed the highest mountains
No one I have met still, that can be you

I just can't over, to call you once again
But this foolish pride is now over me
Wish you back, as you never were gone
Cause without you nothing could ever be

Since you've decided to leave me alone
I thought I was strong enough to be alone
But after you I have lost myself somewhere
All my dreams and wishes have been gone

Since you have walked out of my life
I have done everything baby to be free
But everything that I have now is fake
Just a term of my heart break misery

Trying to search for a reason to survive
I thought I saw some that could replace
All that you were, all that you ever said
Saw the world, but couldn't be your face

How can I ever be the same man again?
Without you I am just dead I suppose
All the love that was talked between us
The way you were when I held you close

With a burning heart, life is just too hard
I thought that I would make it some day
But love's not for someone like me I know
Even If I gave everything I have today

Times of Change ...

Ever changing world and its tormented norms

Worthless is Honesty, Blood tears and Sweat

Change your life with these dreams you see

Living is easy, but the most expensive is regret

Doubting your faith and ashamed you feel

Religion is like living for a worthless cause?

Cast, Color and religion, is what divides us

There is no Justice left in the court of law

You loose the rhythm, if you miss a beat

You Miss one chance, with no attention

Running blind is for fools and not sages

Take a wrong turn and you loose direction

Among the dead eyes, dreams means nothing

It's alright, its okay if they don't understand

Changing the world was never a one day task

It's not easy enough to break the command

Walk away now, from these lies of tomorrow

Burn all those hopeless pages of yesterday

There is so much to this life that you can do

Leave the guilt and be free, the time is today

Be Free of all the lies that you hear

Free from everything that you fear

Open your eyes and look above

A new sky so bright and so clear

"Lustfully Yours" ...

I waited for you so long in this private place

Oh how I have managed to hoard this love

For this moment, that we have lingered for

Will now take us there, to the heavens above

Find a place with an open window space

So that the afternoon sun may find its way

Let it warm your body and caress your skin

Can't hold back, let this sinful game begin

Take everything off, for you have to wear me

Every part of your body seems like a mystery

I want explore the territory of this lustful love

You open yourself for me, As I come above

Now Choose a manner and a color that is you

All your feminine desires, I'll take you through

Allow my fervent gaze to linger over your body

See everything as I slowly undress myself for you

Now that we stand, as we came into this world

No boundaries and empty space we have within

I come close, as your body trembles with desire

I place my lips on your neck and taste the fire

You sense the shiver as your body touches mine

And your first mourns, runs a chill down my spine

I am ready to make love, and I was never so sure

I'll give you all that I am, baby I am lustfully yours …

Reflections of my Heart ...

(The Beauty of Pain)

Starring at the portrait on the wall
Concentration makes it a poignant image
What is that voice outside the door?
Guess that is just the gust of the storm
It's very freezing tonight and it feels
Reminds of something, a strange déjà vu
Oh what is that sound that is in the air?
Like silent whispers of centuries passed
Lamentations of the nights without a moon
The Darkest hour of the night indicates
As if it's the end of everything there is
The creepy mourns of the cat on the roof
Makes it hard to concentrate this siesta
A psychological disorder creates paranoia
Imagination running wild to the dark side
Would there be solitude some where else
Heart responds to a sense of exhaustion
Nightingales escaping as it might seem now
Still hopes linger and this mounting sorrow
Leads towards the cold embrace of the night
Rain falls as if it pours down to my soul
Drowning in the growing stillness of this fall
Falling in a bottomless pit, and I give myself away
For now I recall this déjà vu I thought of
This night I fear reflects of what is within
The reflection it show is of my heart and soul
And deep within me I feel the enchantment
Of what seemed as fear is now my very own
Embraces my sorrows and reveals its beauty
I fear no more the walk into the realms of death
Serenity there is in the embrace of this night
Celestial it is to feel the beauty of pain...

Till Death Do Apart ... (Amret Naz)

(This one was written for My Parents Wedding Anniversary)

"Thank You Amret!!!
For Writing such a beautiful Poem
With such heart felt words and Emotions"

Blessed are those who share true love
A special few who make it through
Miracles in life are hard to find
I’m glad to have one when I see you …

The stars are shining in your eyes
Your love shines like a beacon light
Your dreams glow as the gold of the sun
Bringing the day when you two became One …

God beautified your hearts with eternal love,
Fashioned you of strength, courage and patience
You’ve beaten the odds together that came your way
He knew you would surely make it one day …

God blessed you two with each other
Gave you the joys of being father and mother
Today you look back with bliss and pride
Upon the years you’ve spent side by side …

As the years roll on by,
May God bless you even more,
May your souls be filled with His Love
A glow that will last forevermore …

Don't You Cry ...

There still is love my baby
That awaits just for you
Even in this cruel world
A light does shines through

I know how it is to be alone
I have too walked this road
When there's no one to hold
I know what it's like to be cold

Oh Baby!!!
Don't you cry
For what they've done to you

Oh Darling!!!
Wipe your tears
And let me take you through

To My World
To take your Hurt
And to kiss your pain away

Come My love
To the place
Where I can heal your wounds

Search your heart and soul
For what they have spared
Just leave the world behind
For they never really cared

Who am I to say to you?
That they were all wrong
But know that I love you
Just want you to be strong


Oh Baby!!!
Don't you cry
For what they've done to you

Oh Darling!!!
Wipe your tears
And let me take you through

To My World
To take your Hurt
And to kiss your pain away

Come My love
To the place
Where I can heal your wounds

I Would Give Anything... (Manisha)

Thank You Manisha!
"For writing such a beautiful poem
Your words will be cherished forever" ...

I would give anything, to get a chance
To tell you, how well u portray emotions
Although I don’t have the right words,
Nor Phrases as beautiful as yours,
That can as perfectly describe as you deserve it
Or as utterly depict as I feel it to be…
Still, I would give anything, to get a chance…

I would give anything for the power
to be able to look into your beautiful poem,
The way you want to bring it out…
To understand each word described…
With the same perspective and same feel
with which you wrote it..
I was endowed with a wondrous feeling when I read it
Want to experience the better understanding…
Which you would have enjoyed while writing it…
I would give anything for that power…

I would give anything for you to understand
that the praise residing in my heart is true
I would give anything for you to realize
that your words; your work is what I prize
I would give anything, to read such creations
time and again I would wish

to flow through such emotions
I would give anything, to get a chance
N now when am getting a chance to say what I feel
Am not able to speak out, unable to bring it out in words
Unable to say…how nice it is, amazed by its beauty
Amazed to be so lucky to get such works to read

Unable to say ….yes its true,
though everyone is different,
yet thoughts and feelings are the same…
which u bring out in a perfect way..

It's Love for sure ...

Can't fight no more
All that I feel
Growing every second
Something so unreal
Lying helpless
Wasting my time
This restless heart
Can truly define


That it's not over
What I have felt before
These sleepless nights
It is Love for sure

And I know
I'm falling in love again
And I know
It's happening all over again
And I feel
Like I'm gonna fall to the floor
And I know
This time it's love for sure

Seems like a dream
That I am living in
Traveling in time
A new journey begins
Don't feel the pain
That I've been through
Fill me up with love
Here with me I need you


So don't hold back
Can't wait no more
Cause I will give you
What you never had before

And I know
I'm falling in love again
And I know
It's happening all over again
And I feel
Like I'm gonna fall to the floor
And I know
This time it's love for sure