Dark Soul

Dark Soul
"In a Place Where Dreams Fade and Shadows Fall" ...

Friday, March 28, 2008

"The Magic of Christmas" ...

...Thank You Amret for this Christmas Gift
...You words will always be cherished" ...
The journey begins across the universe
The Light that it brings, it has no end
The grace of God, the Holy Spirit
For our hearts to rekindle, our souls to mend …

The time is here to let go of it all,
The burdens and woes that we always keep
Let His Courage travel in the depth of us
To confront the odds that we need to sweep …

The Miracle of God was there then,
It’s still here; will always be …
Let’s hold hands and open our hearts,
To the golden path where Heaven shall meet …

The night lands through the rung of stars
With the hymn of angels in the air
Let’s embrace the glow of Holiness
And resonate with Bliss and Care…

Together we share the magic of Christmas
And rejoice the Blessings showered upon us
Let’s not forget those who are in distress
And blow good wishes of Serenity and Trust …

Let’s light a candle in our hearts
And pray for the Love and Togetherness
Let’s give away all the goodness we hold
For us to be One, God shall bless …
(by Amret Naz) ...

"Messiah" An Easter Poem ...

(Thank You Amret for this Beautiful Poem
For your words and Wishes) ...
...Bewildered, I stand beneath the blue
Waiting for a marvel, a salvation, a truth
I heed God whispering over the winds‘
Didn’t I bequeath Messiah unto you?’
…The lepers of this world are growing fast
Blindly, we fall in our own deceit
Forgetting the Messiah, His words and deeds
We wash away his footsteps where Heaven meets
… A Light that descended from the kingdom of Heaven
That gleamed in the womb of Mary, the Pure
To abolish the darkness of sins we make
The Messiah of our hearts, minds and souls
…Hold on to the Word of God
Hold on to His noble deeds
His will is Love, Bliss and Hope
The Eternal Pearls to set us free …
(by Amret Naz)

Thursday, March 27, 2008

"Lost Horizons" ...

Carving your face in the moon
I see a glimpse as it slowly dies
No beginning, no end I can see
Waiting here for the sun to rise
This destiny is for a lost cause
As I start to think once again
No desires no reason I can see
Days go and the nights remain


The memories
They devour my serenity

This life is now slipping away
Like the falling grains of sand
Lost horizons of a new Day
I Lay rest in the fate's hand

The magic that was beside me
Those endless days and nights
All the promises that we made
All those hard talks and fights

This life is now slipping away
Like the falling grains of sand
Lost horizons of a new Day
I Lay rest in the fate's hand

The memories
They devour my serenity


The beauty that surrounded me
Radiant eyes and graceful smile
A picture painted within my mind
Of when we'd walk down the isle

Wishing the moments would halt
What I once held, but time flies
Now I'm left with a broken heart
Loneliness and the painful cries

"A Walk Into Solitude" ...

Meaningless talks, foolish games
Holds a trio of the queen spades
Keeping the cards on the table
As the enthusiasm begins to fade
No satisfaction left here anymore
All those people they don't see
Emptiness standing in the crowd
A Heart caged fighting to be free

Cold Freezing Air
With the falling heavy rain
Striving with fear
The hearts bleeding again
A walk in solitude
Into this perpetual pain

All it seeks is another chance
All it needs is another life
Away from what it's known
Somewhere, some other time
Far away to a distant moon
Far away some lonely place
Across the valley of hopes
A new body and a new face

Walks away from the conceited world
To find a calm place to free his heart
Closes the door to the world behind
A burden of hope carried on a Cart
Empty road, with shelling thoughts
After the midnight, a walk alone
It's getting darker, too dark to see
Even Standing Under the street lamp sun

No returning back
An Eternal voyage begins
Battling inner demons
Knowing you cannot win
Loosing confidence
With a loathing fear within

All it seeks is another chance
All it needs is another life
Away from what it's known
Somewhere, some other time
Far away to a distant moon
Far away some lonely place
Across the valley of hopes
A new body and a new face

"A Road to No-Where" ...

This life
It has no meaning to it
When there is no reason to live

This world
They don't know how it is
Stands a man, but a little child within

I am standing at the station
Waiting for the last train to come
With A bag full of lost dreams
And with a love within undone

I am too weak and wounded
From All the battles that I have fought
I walk away from what I have
From the only one lost I never thought

This pain
Just keeps on growing
Knowing that you stand all alone

This heart
Just keeps on bleeding
Remembering you are too far gone

…………………………………………..
I walk a road to no where
To a place where I could find
To lose myself in the crowd
Where I can rest this mind
……………………………………………


This Soul
Is now just dying away
Knowing it's destiny that lays ahead

This mind
It just keeps on burning
A Ticking bomb that resides in my head

This growing sadness within me
These Tears they fall as I speak of my past
Where did I go wrong I don't know?
Lost a bond that I thought would always last

Now the dark skies surround me
And the clouds they soak me in despair
And the winds are now my carrier
Just know that I will love you and I care

This destiny
That stands against
Fades away before it even begins

These words
They don't mean anything
When there's no love left within …

All alone and waiting …

All that we ever thought
All that we realized
But I failed to comprehend
What I held so close
Broke my dreams myself
It isn’t a strong enough reason
That keeps you away from me
You are just a human like me
What I suffer, why you can't see
So far away we stand
Still you remain in my thoughts
Dreams though incomplete
Dreams are the keepers of hopes
Hear my screams
Hear me cry
Hear these screams
For you they are
What Should I say to you?
How I live without you
Without even saying a word
You just walked away
From that moment
I stand here
All alone and waiting
Couldn't understand the glance
Affection I didn't understand
Every word that you said
I failed to understand your love
So I stand here without you
A distance of centuries
What lies between you and me
You are just mine I feel
No matter where you may be
My soul is like a bird caged within
Wanting to fly away, but cannot win
This fight that goes on everyday
In this mind it just seems to sway
Hear my screams
Hear me cry
Hear these screams
For you they are
What Should I say to you?
How I live without you
Without even saying a word
You just walked away
From that moment
I stand here
All alone and waiting …

Play Dead Gorgeous ...

You think that I don't know it
All The lies that you say
Don't think I don't understand
The Games that you play

It's me who loses in the end
No matter what ever I do
I am tired of trying every time
I cannot get through to you

I did everything that you wanted
Loved you, gave my heart
Left me standing out in the cold
And then you tore me apart

Ain't a fool for your love anymore
So you can play dead baby
It doesn't matters to me if you stay
Or if you plan to leave me

I am lonely man as I was before
And this love is just a shame
Everything that you said was a lie
No more can I take the blame

Monday, March 10, 2008

"Realms of Chaos" …


Sky embedded in darkness
Brutality of a wrecked dream
Evil drape the earth in chaos
The Fallen Star lost its gleam
Final Chaos marching towards
Doomsday arrives as it seem
Torn apart from limb to limb
Ripped apart as they scream
Dissected they lay scattered
Malevolent minds now deem
No escape from coming flood
A Torrent of scorching blood
Mercy you beg
With poisoned breath
Hoping escape
From the jaws of death
Nothing shall survive
In the Realm of Chaos
Death will reign now
In the Realm of Chaos
Doomsday comes alive
In the Realm of Chaos
Denouncing your rotting faith
No salvation is ought to be free
Death casts upon all the defiled
Fate unleashed on a killing spree
Molten metal runs through veins
Denied plead only death agree
Draining down with fluid of hell
No trials as you die with the jury
Undead you rot in hell evermore
Fate Unleashed on killing spree
No escape from coming flood
A Torrent of scorching blood
Mercy you beg
With poisoned breath
Hoping escape
From the jaws of death

Nothing shall survive
In the Realm of Chaos
Death will reign now
In the Realm of Chaos
Doomsday comes alive
In the Realm of Chaos

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Friends ?

Not to call you again was hard for me
Though my love just gets in the way
I want to hold your hands right now
For I am all alone without you today
Seems we've known each other for so long
Though I know it's been just a little while
You were always there to take my worries
And I've always tried to make you smile
Darling why can't you see
This feeling inside of me
That is just killing me
That we will never be
Just Friends
All the promises that we think are broken
All those dreams that are lost somewhere
You know the man I am from within deep
No matter what you know I'll always care
It scares me to think that you're
I've always known you as a friend
It's hard for me to let go you away now
I wish that this journey would never end
Darling why can't you see
This feeling inside of me
That is just killing me
That we can never
Just Friends
I remember the times when we thought
Everything we share will never come true
I remember when you said we're just friends
I hold you dear, but I never ever loved you
It was a dagger deep inside my heart I felt
It was like the sky was falling down on me
I saw my world coming apart that moment
I was broken, couldn't even beg you please
Darling why can't you see
This feeling inside of me
That is just killing me
That we can never be
Just Friends

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Verses of Solitude ...

"In a Place Where Dreams fade and Shadows Fall" …


Solitude within desires no reasons
Calm is the view of cemetery gates
How unfortunate are those pages
Written by the hands of pitiless fate
The Pages swept away by the wind
Some left blank, and some torn apart
Some written in false contentment
Other with my bleeding left scarred

Return to pathos
Torn pieces of fading images
The Memories I recall

In a place
Where all these Dreams Fade
And Shadows Fall

Reminisce of
Days of serenity and bliss
Of those lost golden years

Hearing the voices
Those Forgotten silent cries
All those unshed tears

Verses of solitude soaked in grief
Still pretentious is what I leave behind
How much longer will it take for us?
Is there any thing left that we could find?
Awaiting a hope to sweep me away
Seasons change and these days go by
Where am I, where have you been?
What have we gained in this life?

Fading away I am now
In black and white bleak reminiscence
How much more do I fade away?
Am I not pale enough for your depiction?




Thursday, February 21, 2008

..." Anything For You " ...

Forget everything they told you
Even the wisest can be wrong

Speak what your heart wants
You don't have to be so strong

Let me hold you in my arms
You've been fighting for long

I have been burning up
In wait for this love to begin
Please don't be so hard
Don't hold this love within

I want to be the one who holds you
Even if your hopes are too far gone
I want to be the one who you'd love
I want to be the one you can rely on

I am the one who awaits for you
In this cold I stand, hear me call

When you think you are falling
I'll be the one to break your fall

Walk away and leave the hurt
Your every tear pierces a hole

Like a dagger into my heart
Deep into the core of my soul

I would do anything girl
To have you here by my side
You'll tear my world apart
I have no place left to hide

I'll be everything that you'd wish for
I'll be the one to take away the scars
I'll be your shelter from this cold
I'll be your sun, moon and the stars

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Karma ... "Stronger than Fate" ...

Lucid conviction of my contravention falls as I speak
Trapped in this incessant whirlpool of absurd remorse
And to live is only to wait for the final Judgment
What I buried is revealed with this persuasive force

Final destination holds the silent screams
A Fragile Emptiness is what I hold within
A drifter I am within dreams of illusions
I deserved more than I have been given

Root of this Evil
Materialistic Desires
Greed of Flesh
Sinking in the Mires
Dead from within, I live to analyze what I have done
Arbitrary metaphors within my mind is all I can see
I scream as if the demons possess my body and soul
Unknown to what the next moments embrace for me
Lost Ambition
Nothing to Aspire
Karma decides
What one Acquires

Essence of Solitude
Filling up my insanity
Lurking expectations
Enduring within me
I Battle with my obsession and self deceit
Searching for a way to rebuild the past
Striding towards the hope in still-motion
Seeking for something that would ever last
The journey Ends
Unknown territory
Walk the grounds
Of fading destiny

My transgression is all that I now recall
I know Karma holds more power than fate
I have condoned what I have done in life
And now I am afraid, that now it's too late

Bloodstained eyes scarred with the vision of death
Trying to deny the faith to escape the consequences
This mind is now a ticking bomb waiting detonation
Lips sealed but no escape from testifying Conscience

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Drenched Petals of Love ...

..." Floating flesh
On burning Flames
Heightened senses
Feels the Blaze
Lost in the Aura
Of tickling games
Floating Flesh
On burning Flames

Drenched petal
In the rain of love
Flying passion
As thousand doves
What you see in me
Be painted with colors
Drenched petal
In the rain of love

Mounting elation
Soaked in pure bliss
Luscious crust
Awaiting the kiss
Conquer the shades
Yellow, Blue, & Pink
Mounting elation
Soaked in pure bliss" ...

Monday, February 18, 2008

Here I am again ...

Here I am again, alone one more time
Walking down these rail road tracks
I don't know where they come from
I don't know where they go from here
Rest side by side, but they never meet
I guess I know and I can relate to them
Isn't this how you and I are?
Isn't this is how we'll end up?
But hey! there will be no end to what I feel
I have seen the world and I know its ways
Here where I am, the one who calls the shots
But I am so helpless to say or do anything
Life is so confusing, even with all we know
We think we know how this world goes
But there are moments every now and then
Where there is nothing that we can do
When you just wait for the time to show you
Where you have been and where you will go
Helpless and waiting
Although once in my life I lost my faith
But right now I still am praying
Guess I am still too young to know
So much that I have never known
Every time I look in the mirror
I try to realize who the one is
Who stands on the other side?
For I know he's not me for sure
I am again all alone walking on the street
And there is no one left that I would meet
Guess I have no interest in the world I know
Oh Damn! I am late, I am sorry, I got to go …

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Love, Trust and Betrayal ...


"The days, they just come and go
The night fall, as I lay on the bed
Vision I see of my forgotten past
The love that I lost, all that I had
My wounds just keep on bleeding
Why Am I the one who's forsaken?
These clouds still rain inside me
Oh God set me free from this pain
As I take a step, I seem to stumble
To A path which leads me to my fate
Forgive me, for I too was weak then
I cannot hold this Burden of regret" …



Death is inevitable, we all will die eventually
But this everyday death of me is all that I see
Betrayed all the ones that I walked away from
I was too young, weak to stand for my esteem

I fight this light of the day so no one can see
This guilt of my haunting past that I see in me
In my dreams I see your face and I try to hide
In this loneliness there is no shelter I can find

Still cannot accept the truth and so I just deny
The truth I hold within is more than shocking
I scream trying to ventilate this pain and guilt
Trying to hide, knowing you're still watching

Unknown to what awaits for these eyes to see
Searched inside the rooms calling out her name
And there she lay rest with pale crimson eyes
In a pool of blood, with a smile on her face

Carved in my heart and soul they will remain
I still remember the last words that she spoke
The last of what this mind would ever recall
"I Love You, But now I would have to go" …

Tired of the hope for a beautiful life with love
An escape, Chose to liberate her from this sin
A Sin it is, what once was a beautiful dream
Lost all hope she cut her veins to set her free

I take a deep breath and close my eyes to see
These bitter tears fall as if there is no tomorrow
Oh my love, how I wish I could have saved you
Stranded at shore, with these waves of sorrow …

"Wrap your arms around me my love
For I don't have the strength to weep
I walk the path that leads me to you
Holding your love within me too deep
Choose the way that did set you free
Slit these wrists and I feel the flow
The moonlit night on the shoreline
I see the beautiful crimson glow
Closing these eyes for her to see
One who has been waiting for me" …