... "Loosing Heart" ...

Looking into my eyes you said it all
Holding on to the hopes all this time
I wish you knew how it hurts inside
Expressing seems such a big crime

I’m scared of being lost in this world
So please stop asking me to wait
Running around in circle for so long
Now just let me get this straight

I need a place where I can breathe
I need to be free from all these lies
A wake up call from this delusion
And watch my love as it slowly dies


Everything means nothing anymore
To you it seems just as a chapter
Once read the pages will be turned
What’s in the lines it never matters?

You ask me all these questions
But you don’t know the way I feel
You only hear what you want to
To you it’s the only thing that’s real

I need a place where I can breathe
I need to be free from all these lies
A wake up call from this delusion
And watch my love as it slowly dies


Your insecurity is what gave me life
And your words just made me so cold
There is no way out of this feeling
I am burning this youth I feel so old

Loosing my heart for the last time
There is no reason that I can find
Locking myself within this body
I think I am ready to loose my mind

I need a place where I can breathe
I need to be free from all these lies
A wake up call from this delusion
And watch my love as it slowly dies

... "Inquilaab Zindabad" ...

Na murh ke dekh Jo guzar gaya Na kar woh tu Jo karay Doosra Yeh bebasi Ho Kab Talak Nazrain utha Choolay Falak Ek rah dekh Sab say Paray Himat pakar Tu na daray Mayusi ko Jarh say jala Chal utha qadam Sab ko bulaa Andhion kay tu Moon ko mor Ehtasaab ki Zanjeeron ko tor Ab chal para Toe rukna naheen Maut say na darr Kafan ko oar!!! Aisay Hum jiyeh kyun Andhar hi rahay kyun Kyun na sunain, Dil ki Sadha Aisay hi Jalain kyun Apnay say Laray kyun Kyun hum Jiyeh Auron ki Tarhan Inquilaab Inquilaab INQUILAAB ZINDABAD!!! ....................................................................................... Tu Soch mat, Bas Kar dikha Ansoo ko poch Rooh ko Jaga Ek khwaab dekh Sab say judha Mat darna tu Tera hai Khuda Gar rastha Mushkil Sahi Jazba tu rakh Sach hai yehi Na mitsakay Umeed kaheen Ab Manzilain Hai duur naheen Hain aur bhi Jinhay hai yaqeen Is junoon main Pai ghumm kaeen shurawat toe kar Phir tu dekhna Is khail main Tu tanha naheen !!! Aisay Hum Rahay kyun Andhar hi maray kyun Kyun saa sunain, Dil ki Sadha Aisay hi Jalain kyun Apnay say Laray kyun Kyun hum Jiyeh Auron ki Tarhan Inquilaab Inquilaab INQUILAAB ZINDABAD!!!

..."Dead night of Dead dreams …"...

Cremation of These slaughtered dreams Insignificant thoughts That dies on the way And the hopes Being butchered at birth Rituals performed In the silence of the mind And the silent screams That will have no sound Into the emptiness To confirm this isolation To kill this loneliness I am thinking aloud Believing in lies Being told in uncertainty A way to ventilate These dying emotions Giving yourself Into a dark communion Into the empty space And solitude surrounds Inside these walls Set your demons free You are free to exist You are free to wish You are free to believe You are free in a Dead night of dead dreams

... "Heaven" ...

Looking back on all those years
Trying to fight the feelings
And you were just never really sure

I’ve been waiting for you so long
Trying to find the patience
I thought I couldn’t take it anymore

And Last night when you said
Those words that were unsaid
And I was just caught unwary
I was nailed down to my bed

And if you feel lost
Know that I’ll find you
And if you are hurt
I’ll take away you pain
And if you ever fall
I’ll be to hold you there
And if you ever doubt
Know I’m yours forever

And I feel like
My world has changed
And I never felt
The way I feel today
And wonder land
It’s just on the way
And the heavens
Don’t seem so far away


Was it hard to say you love me?
Didn’t you see the way I felt?
Tell why did you had to take so long?

But in the end I guess we are together
And it’s all that really matters
And like always you proved me wrong

Don’t let these fears invade
For my love will never fade
I will stand by you forever
All the promises that we made

And if you feel lost
Know that I’ll find you
And if you are hurt
I’ll take away you pain
And if you ever fall
I’ll be to hold you there
And if you ever doubt
Know I’m yours forever

And I feel like
My world has changed
And I never felt
The way I feel today
And wonder land
It’s just on the way
And the heavens
Don’t seem so far away

... "Evolution .. Revolution" ...

Your remote controlled thoughts In the hands of dirt and disgrace Another congress you find to obey Hypocrisy scared on their face Cynical perceptions fill this corpse A wreckage of flesh and bones I see Invidious deceit that paints the path Blackish red blood soaked misery What they need Is for us to bleed Feed them the lust Your own disgust Stop your eyes from seeing Pathetic fukin humans being Scorned is your new Evolution Fuck you and your Revolution Contorted humanoids now walk Injected with greed and deception Their Norms Implanted in minds Genocide is shaped to perfection Hate produced in hearts of steel Dismantled organs of this breed Thoughts form in polluted minds Helpless souls for them to feed What they need Is for us to bleed Feed them the lust Your own disgust Stop your eyes from seeing Pathetic fukin humans being Scorned is your new Evolution Fuck you and your Revolution

... "Division Unlimited" ...

And if I say again What you long to hear And if I try again To take away this fear Would you think? That there can be a day To make things right Try to find a better way If only we realize The difference that it makes Maybe we can change And Give it all that it takes But there is so much That we need to understand That we cannot leave When we will make a stand You say that I’m the closest to you But even so close Your fears just divide And still there is A barrier between us That decides our Feelings deep inside And if I would die This very day Would you come? Would you stay? To shed and tear And to say a prayer To hold me close Kiss my pain away And it just tears you apart To see an angel cry It just leaves you broken Under the falling sky And by the time you know The moment is long gone And you wonder to your self Why you are left alone You say that I’m the closest to you But even so close Your fears just divide And still there is A barrier between us That decides our Feelings deep inside

... "This Hell Within" ...

With a dream that blinds The eyes with a hope With a faith that binds A body to the soul With a thought that finds A key to this door And I am forever misplaced In this confusing maze With the sanity ablaze It’s just another phase In this eccentric haze In this Hell Within With the love that resides In a mire of this heart With that pain that defines Heaven and hell apart With the one that decides The end from the start And I am forever disgraced In this life that I live Still trying to forgive No advice is affective This pain is addictive In this Hell Within With the dreams that are born Somewhere deep within With a feeling that kills you Knowing you cannot win With a verdict that is given For this end to begin And I am forever replaced In the game that we play Every minute of everyday Win or lose who’s to say For there’s no other way In this Hell Within …

... "I need You Oh Lord!!!" ...

Verse 1: I walk around without a reason And there is no one left to meet I stop somewhere on the way It’s too hard to pick up my feet And when I think that I’ll give up For there’s no reason for me to live The burden of hope gets too much And I feel I have nothing left to give Verse 2: All alone in this world I’m living I feel broken and feel cold inside Everyone I know has turn their back And there’s no one left to confide I’m done with all the games of life I seek a true reason for my existence Worthless wants and wicked thoughts For all that I have known is emptiness Bridge: When it seems That I will fall And everything Feels so wrong When I’m just Too weak within Lord your love Makes me strong Chorus: When I’m lost On the way And I just can’t fight In the Dark When I fear Lord You are my light All I know is that I can’t let you go Lord You’re the one that I need You’re the one That I love I feel it deep inside It’s so pure What I feel That I just can’t hide All I know is that I can’t let you go Lord You’re the one that I need Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest -- Matt. 11:28 NLT

... "Forever Of Nothing" ...

I’m lost alone and running blind
From thoughts that come to mind
Trying to escape from this battle
And leaving everything behind

Though I have lost everything
Somewhere in my burning past
But I have to move on from here
Hold on to what’s left of my last

Do you know?
How it is to loose your will to live
How it feels
When you have nothing left to give
For I know
Nothing’s gonna change the way I feel
And I feel
That nothing is left here that is real
... "Nothing that is real”...

And I feel
That it’s the last
Of me that you’ll see
And it’s real
This dying soul
What you see of me
And I know
We were never
Meant to be together
And I know
There is nothing
That will last forever


And I think the war is finally over
As I stand at the edge of my life
Starring at a strange new world
I am surprised I’m still alive

I wonder to myself on the way
How this change is going to be
For the world that I see ahead
A kingdom full of mysteries

Do you feel?
How this confusion kills you every day
Do you see?
The life that you live is fading away
Do you hear?
Voices that are calling out your name
Do you fear?
That you are about to loose this game
... "It’s just the way I feel”...


And I feel
That it’s the last
Of me that you’ll see
And it’s real
This dying soul
What you see of me
And I know
We were never
Meant to be together
And I know
There is nothing
That will last forever

And I feel
Nothing is forever
And I believe
Forever is nothing

A Forever Of Nothing
A Forever Of Nothing
A Forever Of Nothing!!!

... "I'm Sorry" ...

It’s was hard for me to say I’m sorry
This guilty feeling that I cannot fight
And I’m dying with this heartache
In the darkest hour of this night

The days just go by wondering of you
Thinking if I’ll ever see your face
But I’ll wait for you here forever
Hoping you will return to this place

I wish I could turn back the time
Make all those wrongs right if I can
And I know that I make mistakes
But forgive because I’m just a man

You never said a word when you left
Left me once again standing alone
I don’t know where I did go wrong
Trying to find where have you gone?

I suppose I need to accept the reality
Though you never had been close to me
But I was too alone to just let it all go
And all I have to say is that I’m Sorry

Your love is what burns me inside
For the road that I walk has no end
The dreams are all lost and broken
A bleeding heart that will never mend

... "Our Road to Infinity" ...

I guess everybody gets their share
The grief is never less or more
Maybe it’s just how much we think
Though we may never know for sure

A voice that keeps on growing
Faces that form and fade away
The endless carnival of the stars
Under the full moon awake I lay

The sound of aimless moans
Keeps on wearing my empty mind
Nurturing the pain deep inside
And a love that is one of its kind

Sometimes I question myself
If it’s really worth my concern
Memories that are fading away
And the serenity that I still yearn

Answers that I find are plenty
And each one has its own logic
Searching for all the answers
Even if one is lost feels so tragic

An endless voyage within the mind
Confusions in a shroud of simplicity
All the questions and their answers
Guess it’s our road leading to infinity

When I think of lying down on the bed
And when I am all alone with dizzy eyes
The dreadful silence screams inside me
Speak words that I ignore in the day light

And I open my eyes to see the light again
And realize that it’s just too dark to see
And I stay awake all through the night
Thinking about why is it hard for me

And watching the clock as it slowly ticks
And each second feels as if it’s been days
Those are passing by without any reason
A reason that’s without a feeling of dismay

And I know I’ll fall again as I did before
Walking this road to nowhere alone
But deep inside of me I still seek a light
A light that will guide me to my home

And everyday I wait until the morning rise
As the rays of the sun shines on my face
I wonder is it just me who has been awake
Sleepless and wandering alone in this place

... "Doomsday Alliance" ...

Forget what you have or what you lost
Carve the sign of doom on your forehead
The ones you leave behind will perish
Just as our enemies destined to be dead

For demanding our rights forced in exile
Within their hands seen our burning fate
Risen from the dead we come to fight
This horde turning into engines of hate

All the faces that I come across
All the lies that I have seen
Everything that I ever stood for
To the world nothing it means

Risen from the land of dead
We come to serve our rage
Slaying thoughts of remorse
The beast is free from the cage
Riding the doomsday machine
There’s no retribution for our sin?
Walking the path of damnation
Now a new revolution will begin

Just proclaim me as the false prophet
Stereotype norms that rule the minds
Declare me as the voice of treachery
I am tired of these mother fukin lies

The beast breeds within this corpse
Raging hate with unbridled aggression
Trail a league destined to be damned
Underneath a banner of this deception

Wounded and bleeding I lay
From the battles that I have fought
Infested minds that are in control
Killed the mind and my thoughts

Risen from the land of dead
We come to serve our rage
Slaying thoughts of remorse
The beast is free from the cage
On the doomsday machine
No confession for our sins
Walking the path of damnation
A new revolution will begin

.. "Within your Reverie ..." ...

Let me be a part of you
So that we may never part
And if this is some dream,
Then sing me a lullaby
So I may sleep never to wake up

Crown me with your
Thorns of your memory
There is no other way for me
To survive within this reverie
Holding on to moments
That never sustain
Fragrance of your skin
That shines in the air
A whisper carried
With the winds tonight
Through the nightmares
Those are always there
For every time you
Gaze at me and smile
A sense of contentment
That I still hold dear
This heart burns
With countless desires
And feel the bliss
Whenever I feel you near
If this is a reality,
Just let me be a part of you
Even if your body
Repels from my embrace
Go to where you heart is
To search for what is true
I would die a million deaths
Just so I can see you face

... "World Of Deceit" ...

Living in a world full of lies and deceit
Hard to live and make both ends meet
Still we carry on walking with a hope
That we’ll make it at the end of the road

Where wicked is considered to be wise
And the righteousness within slowly dies
Accepting the truth but still searching
Of a fake concern and left over feelings

So called friends that approach to invade
Use and abuse, to criticize and degrade
Don’t need a reason to believe in this
In the ones that think Ignorance is bliss

Seen how they live in their self deception
Following the trend and seeking attention
Prove others wrong to prove themselves right
Better in the dark than to be in their light

So many acts in just one single play
Too many thoughts that just fly away
Deafening sounds that seize the mind
And so much that you will leave behind

I was a fool to think that it will be alright
I guess it was just too hard for me to decide
To choose a path that I would walk on
Gather all that is left of me unbroken