... "Transitional Paradox" ...

Colorless visions are haunting my mind
A prefect nightmare this turns out to be
It’s not to be forgotten for a long time
The sky painted eclipsed by this tragedy

Deep within the reflection of my soul
These scarlet eyes that stare into me
The walls come crashing down tonight
In the awake of a long buried memory

I try to escape the fields of dead dreams
Through narrow streets and fiery roads
Frightened within but still I can’t stop
Have to find the keys to the closed doors

Seems like I’m running around in circles
Giving in I lay down in a tranquil sedation
I feel helpless into this beautiful agony
As if I have reached my final destination

The end is just a transition as I see it
Returning back to the faded innocence
The feelings that I failed to contemplate
I’m dazed as I feel the virgin emotions

I feel strangely free in this transformation
The past to me is just a blink of an eye
Though the answers I searched throughout
A Transitional paradox still a question why