... "Untill we meet again" ...

And I’m still standing at the crossroad
I believe you’re still watching over me
Still wondering which way I have to go
Thinking what is left out there for me
My loss the world can’t ever bequeath
To carry on there’s no reason I can see
Even though you have gone away far
But your love is buried deep within me

When my deepest fears come to life
Life seems hard, everything’s a mystery
I take a walk down the memory lane
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see
Didn’t know what loneliness meant
How to live in agony, how it’s like to be
To wake up and just to wait for the end
To feel lifeless as the world inside of me

I was dazzled by the materialistic world
I was a fool, and was too blind too see
For all the things that you used to do
The love and care that you had for me
Thought that we could make it to the end
You thought I was strong, but I was weak
I ask for forgiveness as it’s all I can do now
All I have is my regret, I offer my apology

I can never forget the day that you died
You left me alone to burn in this misery
I will be strong; you’ll always be the one
I will hold your love till the day we meet

New World Holocaust – Soul Vomit …

Born with eyes that do not see
Raised with ears that cannot hear
Opinion ruled by the tainted media
Blinded by greed you live in fear

Controlled by a tormented system
Kalashnikov becomes a culture
Corruption is a new code of law
Controlled by thieves and vultures

New World
New World
New World Holocaust

New World
Holocaust
In a Death Cell Universe


Can’t you see this hypocrisy?
Don’t you feel this misery?
You're living in your aggravation
Gathered as a damned nation


Hypocrisy is what controls the mind
Insulate yourself in a hollow excuse
You are cowards to stand for yourself
Tagged with a note *use to abuse*

Preaching others what you can’t do
You don’t even know your roots
Games you play, I make the rules
Fuck your plans and “fuck you too”


New World
New World
New World Holocaust

New World
Holocaust
In a Death Cell Universe



Unity
Is an illusion that you see
Faith
Is what you now disagree
Discipline
Is not the trait anymore
Democracy?
Is a deception you’re free



New World Holocaust
Death Cell Universe

It’s New World Holocaust
In a Death Cell Universe


“Looking at this world we live in
Hoping to live in freedom is a crime
Look at all those broken pieces
No turning back the hands to time

This world is now a war zone
And we walk on blood soaked sands

Foes are disguised as friends
And the powerful rape they land

Love is just an empty word
Brother killing brother for greed

Vulgarity is now a fashion
And ours wants have killed our needs


Led by bloodsucking liberators
Hoping that a new sun will rise
Feudalism control the minds
A vision of destruction in their eyes

Every time it’s the same old story
Casting their votes in fantasy
Every time they govern and rape
You’re so called fukin democracy


New World Holocaust
New World Holocaust
New World Holocaust
In a Death Cell Universe

... 'Lovely Friction' ...

I wish I could span across the many miles,
And to get to a place where the angels flies.
I wish I could shine like the moon & stars,
So I can stop my angel from going away far.
Knowing for me, you are at a distance far,
Just like a drifter away from a jewelery jar.
I wish I could change my life’s predictions
And change into truth this lovely fiction.


With an angel like you, I hate to be alone,
My soul burns everyday and my heart is torn
I can’t think of a life so far away from you.
I wish you can feel me like the way that I do
And when I gaze into your dreamy eyes,
I wish to alter the truth and burn the lies
I wish I could change my life’s predictions
And change into truth this lovely fiction.


I wish you would believe in me sometime.
But sometimes it’s better to walk with time.
I want to sing with you in deep blue skies,
And even so far this feel cannot despise
I keep staring at your picture day by day
Augmenting my love each & every day.
I wish I could change my life’s predictions
And change into truth this lovely fiction.


I wish that somehow I’d bring you so close,
Purge away the distance I’ve always apposed.
Trying to find a place that’s happy & free.
All you need to do is just to believe in me.
Through this dark and lonely life of mine,
Nobody I have found that has been so divine,
I wish I could change my life’s predictions
And change into truth this lovely fiction.


I wish I could enter deep into your heart,
And with my love heal that broken part.
Whenever I see a little pain in your eyes,
I wish I’d enter in your heart many miles.
I wish I could take you to far off lands,
Walk an endless journey on glowing sand,
I wish I could change my life’s predictions
And change into truth this lovely fiction.


To keep you shining in my darkened skies,
I will do anything for you, I will sacrifice.
Tell you that you will never have to cry
And the love for you in me will never die
You live in my heart where none’s been before
You have my heart and I have locked the door
I wish I could change my life’s predictions
And change into truth this lovely fiction.


I keep my windows opened every single night,
Hoping God would send me my angel tonight.
It really hurts and my heart begins to tear away,
I want to know why you and I are so far away.
But in my God and in my love I firmly believe
I just wait for the answers and quietly perceive
I wish I could change my life’s predictions
And change into truth this lovely fiction ...

... Within her mind ...

Beneath the canopy of moon and stars
Two tiny people sit, for now together.
Love binds them, they would like to hope, forever;
But there is much that such a union bars.

Heaven is so vast; the Earth so small,
Yet large enough to stretch a great love thin.
For love to flourish, it must turn within:
To the single soul that unifies us all.

Within this soul the walls of fear dissolve:
Distance, difference, history are no more.
The holy silence stills the sounds of war.
We love as round us miracles revolve.

We know we cannot live within this shell
Of heaven both above us and below.
Day by every day the world we know
Will guarantee we recognize it well.

Yet there are truths far greater than the sun,
Beyond the blanket blue of every day.
In love's dark longings, we will find a way
To make our separateness as one.

..."New World Holocaust" ...

Hypocrisy is what controls the mind
Insulate yourself in a fukin excuse
Fukin cowards to stand for yourself
Tagged with a note *use to abuse*

Preaching others what you can’t do
You don’t even know your roots
Games you play, I make the rules
Fuck your plans and “fuck you too”

The Life you’ve lived
Is an Abomination
What sets you free?
It’s my Ammunition

Holding weapons with a glare
Engage the rules of warfare

The only option is to stay alive
Gotta kill if we gotto survive

With the bloodshed
Soil is painted red
And the final sleep
Is six feet deep

As they fall
Rising death toll
Countless lost
To this holocaust

...............................................................................

You put your trust in a hypocrite
A deviating faith you hold within
A lie is what drives your fukin life
It’s time to face this “war machine”

You walk clueless upon a fukin line
Build your homes on shifting sands
You are a disgrace for a fukin life
Hiding in your holes you “fukin ants”

Don’t blame your fate
It’s your fukin fault
You chose your ways
So you end up in a vault

The sign of doomsday is carved
As you’re killing on another
The new trend that is preached
Waste the motherfucker

With the bloodshed
Soil is painted red
And the final sleep
Is six feet deep

As they fall
Rising death toll
Countless lost
To this holocaust

"Dead Night of Dead Dreams" ...

Darkness is what accompanies me through this journey of this never ending night. Standing at the edge of the roof, I see this city as it burn in this darkness, burning in the sins committed during the day. A slow parade of November chill, cold enough to sway you towards the fire that waits to consume you …

“Rituals performed
In the silence of the mind
And the silent screams
That will have no sound
Into the emptiness
To confirm this isolation”

I stand here looking at the first spark of sun as it declares the demise of this dark and cold night, burning down the remains of the unknown reality of the vague parade that many will never see. So much that will never be the same again; So much has been lost during the night, this night of dead dreams …

“Cremation of
These slaughtered dreams
Insignificant thoughts
That dies on the way
And the hopes
Being butchered at birth”

All this war within myself and with the outside world, I bleed an endless river of pain, a substitution for the tears I have shed in the wait of vengeance. I still have a long way to go, it’s not time for me to part yet, though I have nothing to look for, I feel numb and lost in this perplexing enigma of life …

“I am thinking aloud
Believing in lies
Being told in uncertainty
A way to ventilate
These dying emotions
Giving yourself
Into a dark communion”

The quest has ended with the final blow, but there is nothing that I hold still, I have lost more than I had when it all started, but there is a feeling of contentment, that I finished what I started, able to see the end, is it really the end? Or is it the beginning the end, an era of strange suffering and pain …

“A destination nowhere
The only way left for me
The only way to survive is
To set your demons free
You are free to exist
Into the empty spaces”

I feel as if I am transformed into a vampire that avoids the day, seeking the darkness so that the light of the day can’t burn me, but it doesn’t matters anymore, as I am already dead, dead as the world inside of me, But I have to find a cover to hide my scars of the battles I have been through, For I am still alive …

“And solitude surrounds
Inside these walls”
To kill this loneliness
Into the empty space
The solitude surrounds
And the emptiness within
Embraces you”

At last this body is at rest, but the mind is still alive, a thousand thoughts in a second, enough to drive you crazy and to keep you awake for another life time, another life? I think I had my share of a lifetime, enough for me to turn my back on everyone who I ever held close, my loved ones all lost somewhere in this life …

“But I am safe here
Inside these walls that
Shelter my scarred body
Inside these walls
“I Am Free”
Free in a
“Dead night of dead dreams” …

... "Annihilation" ...

Truth of mankind a fukin scam
This is a curse from man to man
Brother killing brother for greed
Since the time this world began

No salvation that you’d demand
Failure to think and understand
The time is now too long gone
Death is now here to command

Suffering that you’ll never forget
Pain is what you cannot neglect
The only thing that you will hear
The scream of your fear and regret

Ashamed of your roots and faith
Strategy you hold is breeding hate
Lost in the glamour of their lies
Your life bows to the pitiless fate

The future is not for you to decide
No where left for you to hide
The ground burns with your sins
Rotting corpse of the ones died

Prepare yourself for annihilation
Witness this force of devastation
The sky is pouring a rain of blood
End of your fukin rotting creation

... "The White Death" ...

This is the tale of my lost realm
Drenched in the tears of the sky
Shattered thoughts and dreams
Watching these moment pass by

Stranded in the cold of the night
Dead is the world inside of me
Walking down this empty road
A path of bloodstained memories

Falling ashes of my lost serenity
Through the epoch of Isolation
Smoke rises from the forest fire
Silence wraps up my desolation

And as The mist covers the forest
The crescent moon sheds it light
Lullaby of anguish souls travels
With cold whispers of the night

This emptiness just grows inside
A dying mind with a frozen heart
I never was what I have become
This body and soul now lay apart

The sweet dirge of the nightingale
A mourning to declare this demise
Time is now to rest in this grave
With a tombstone sculptured ice

The frost pierces through the veins
As it swathes me in my last breath
The suffering is now about to end
I see the facade of my white death

… “Forlorn Cries of Winter” …

Mourning the demise of the golden days
The advent of a forlorn season change
An endless cycle of life and death
A graceful emptiness is born
From the burning ashes of serenity
Embraces the remains of the summer days

Frozen cold are my tears now
Reincarnated torture of desolation
Escaping images through the eyes bleak
This heart bleeds countless yearnings
Memories painted in blackish red

The pale light of the crescent moon
The winds whispers a lonely tune
The dusk falls upon the meadows
Reveals my scars from the shadows

The pictures carved within the soul
Solitude is now transformed into loneliness
And soul fears the echoes of the winter nights
For the ones lost in this wilderness of life
Haunts my sleep and my open eyes

I watch myself drain into this sweet sorrow
Yet another sleepless winter I walk alone
As the memories of you inside me
The bleeding of my heart is frozen
All my broken dreams that I had for you
The emptiness of your love gives me compassion

… “Maximum Pain” …

Agony
Is the only option for you to be alive
Disintegrate
Their plans to escape and to survive
Manipulate
This fukin system and its fukin norms
Destruction
Comes in many shapes and forms

Speeding for thrill
Living for the name
Shredding for glory
Right into the game

Nothing left for you to hold
Now is the time to unfold

Rage is the only gift from the insane
It’s time to unleash maximum pain
Mind driven by this cheap cocaine
It’s time to unleash maximum pain

Maximum Pain

Maximum Pain

Maximum Pain!!!

Breeding
Upon these lies down on your knees
Respect
You will give by begging us please
Damnation
Is the key for your unlocked door
Entertain
Yourself with this present nuclear war

Pursuing a dream
A sightless ambition
The prize you win
A life into submission

Nowhere left for you to hide
Fate is not for you to decide

Rage is the only gift from the insane
It’s time to unleash maximum pain
Madness driven by cheap cocaine
It’s time to unleash maximum pain

Maximum Pain
Maximum Pain
Maximum Pain!!!

"Art work by (Ahmed Murtaza)"

… “Something about You” …

It’s something in the way that you look at me
That lights up the darkness
It’s in the way that you make me complete
Pouring love into emptiness

It’s something in the way that you smile
That reaches out to many miles
The glowing charm of your infinite love
Stops my heartbeat for a while

It’s something in the way you touch me
The way you take away my pain
It’s something that my heart understands
Something I can never explain

It’s something in the way that you hold me
Shows me how much you care
It’s something in the way that you love me
Tells me you’ll always be there

It’s something in the way that you tell me
Who am I and what I can be
All my life I have been caged deep within
Your grace is what sets me free

It’s something in the way you make me feel
As I crave to hear your voice
And if I was ever granted just one wish
Darling you’d be my choice

It’s something about the way you move me
Something I never felt before
Like I was lost somewhere in the ocean
And your love’s given me a shore

It’s something in the way that you love me
It’s the way you get through to me
It’s everything that you have made me today
For you my love I will always be

... "Still the one Alone" ...

I tried my best today to let it all go
I may not always know what’s right
I may not know what is wrong here
But I can’t find a reason tonight

This feeling just burns me inside
But I try to be the best that I can
Though I know I’m not the best
I make mistakes, I’m just a man

We stand divided yet once again
What is this silence all about?
Every second is just killing me
I’m waiting for you to let it out

I am not as strong as you think I am
I cannot fight this hurt, this ache
Can’t you see that it tears us apart?
Like we’re heading for a heart break

It’s always the same
If you’re far or near
It’s always the same
If you’re here or there

Cause

I’m still the one
Who stands all alone
I’m still the one
You’ve never known
I am still the one
Who is walking blind
I’m still the one
Waiting for you to find

Don’t let me break away again
Let’s not leave our love undone
Hold me and kiss away this pain
You know you’re second to none
Don’t let me standing in the rain
You know you are the only one

... "Damned Nation" ...

Born with eyes that do not see
Raised with ears that cannot hear
Opinion ruled by the tainted media
Blinded by greed you live in fear

Controlled by a tormented system
Kalashnikov becomes a culture
Corruption is a new code of law
Controlled by thieves and vultures

Unity
An illusion that you see
Faith
Is what you now disagree
Discipline
Is not the trait anymore
Democracy?
A deception that you’re free

Can’t you see?
This hypocrisy
Don’t you feel?
Your own misery
You’re living in
Your aggravation
Gathered as one
A Damned Nation


Led by the bloodsucking messiah
Hoping that now a new sun will rise
Feudalistic norms control the minds
A vision of destruction in their eyes

Every time it’s the same old story
Casting their votes in fantasy
Every time they govern and rape
Your so called fukin democracy

Unity
An illusion that you see
Faith
Is what you now disagree
Discipline
Is not the trait anymore
Democracy?
A deception that you’re free

Can’t you see?
This hypocrisy
Don’t you feel?
Your own misery
You’re living in
This aggravation
Gathered as one
A Damned Nation

...“Infinity Within”...

Looking back at this life
There is a thought that comes to my mind
This road that we walk
But the destination that we may never find
Is there a reason for us?
To question ourselves at every point
Of what we have gained
And everything that we have left behind

Ride the tides
That makes you whole
Remember words
Those are wisely told
Never forget
The ones you’ve lost
Walk the path
That heals your soul

Life is so demanding at times
We have to keep the promises that we make
We learn each day that we live
So you have to learn from your mistakes
Past is to realize not consume
So welcome the future that is coming
And every question that we face
It’s nothing more than our infinity within

We think about our losses
And fail to notice what we receive
We deny accepting the truth
We’re blinded by our fears to perceive
We give ourselves away
And find a shelter within our deception
Never sure of ourselves
And doubt everything that we believe

Sing the tunes
That revolutionize
Whisper words
That do not despise
Gather thoughts
Those bring a change
Value your being
Life is full of surprise

Life is so demanding at times
We have to keep the promises that we make
We learn each day that we live
So you have to learn from your mistakes
Past is to realize not consume
So welcome the future that is coming
And every question that we face
It’s nothing more than our infinity within

... “The Sins That I Bleed” ...

You promised me the heavens
Said that you will hear my call
Said you’ll give me the strength
Raise me up whenever I will fall

You offered me your salvation
A new life of divinity to begin
But I am slaved by temptation
Drowning deep within this sin


It’s my endless
Quest for freedom
Only need of today
A Perpetual bliss
And the wisdom
Is my infinite pray

Do I wait for an answer?
An angel for you to send
For this chain to break free
Or should I wait for the end


It’s the sins that I Bleed
My overgrowing greed
My broken dying Creed
Not sure of what I need
Just the sins that I bleed!!!




You told me not to doubt my faith
Told me not to live in dismay
You said that patience is a virtue
But I think I’m about to give away

To the desires that magnetize me
The darkness that surrounds me
This eternal battle of good and evil
I’m fighting everyday to be free

It’s my endless
Quest for freedom
My need of today
A Perpetual bliss
And the wisdom
Is my infinite pray

Cause I am falling again
In the darkness of my greed
For I’m drowning again
In a pool of sins that I bleed

It’s the sins that I Bleed
My overgrowing greed
My broken dying Creed
Not sure of what I need
Just the sins that I bleed!!!

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