... "Transitional Paradox" ...

Colorless visions are haunting my mind
A prefect nightmare this turns out to be
It’s not to be forgotten for a long time
The sky painted eclipsed by this tragedy

Deep within the reflection of my soul
These scarlet eyes that stare into me
The walls come crashing down tonight
In the awake of a long buried memory

I try to escape the fields of dead dreams
Through narrow streets and fiery roads
Frightened within but still I can’t stop
Have to find the keys to the closed doors

Seems like I’m running around in circles
Giving in I lay down in a tranquil sedation
I feel helpless into this beautiful agony
As if I have reached my final destination

The end is just a transition as I see it
Returning back to the faded innocence
The feelings that I failed to contemplate
I’m dazed as I feel the virgin emotions

I feel strangely free in this transformation
The past to me is just a blink of an eye
Though the answers I searched throughout
A Transitional paradox still a question why

... "Soul Asylum" ...

The presence of life fades here today
All expectation lost, they are to betray
A wretched fate now dooms to rotten away
With lost vision, you are in mental decay

Nothing more from this world I perceive
To live in a dream is what I call to deceive
A chaotic end, being in hope you receive
In your lies of trust, no more I believe

The life I left behind, a morbid Infestation
No more can I live this ritualistic suffocation
Adhere to your norms, a hysteric Conjuration
The life subsist, a malevolent humiliation

Where I walk, this path I will always pace
I will never be a freak to this human race
A mask of disgust to cover your true face
I stand beyond, cannot live your disgrace

I walk away today, for I shall never return
But I welcome you to this perpetual burn
In my words is the light I know you seek
Living with the world you have become weak

Tired being a disciple and not leader in war
Think of what you can be and what you are
Bow down to these words and let this begin
For I will free your soul, salvation from sin ...

... "Alone in Paradise" ...

This dream is
Not the way I thought it would be
In this hope
This Life is not what it used to be


Here it comes again
The feeling that I’ve been trying to escape
Here comes the pain
As these memories start to take a shape

A shadow passes by
And I feel like you are back to this place
I search the rooms
Hoping somehow I would see your face

But I know it’s a wishful thinking
To hope that I will hold you some day
I know that I am living a fantasy
But this world is all I am left with today

My empty hands
Scared but still they hold some faded lines
And some Images
Scattered on the floor of cherished times

It’s a long road
I’ve been walking for years just to be free
It’s a long life
And I don’t know how things are gonna be


Trying to Kill
This regression is not easy for me
I can’t bury
The pain that’s deep inside of me


But the world that we created
From this love I can’t find a way
Maybe it’s where I choose to be
It’s all that I am left with today

........All Alone in Paradise.......

... “Change of Heart” ...

Left craving for the love that died in you
The moments and all the love we shared
Everything around me seems meaningless
It’s just the remains of a love gone bad

You came to me out from the darkness
Changed my life and now you walk away
I gave you all that there was best in me
And as you go, I have nothing left today

Forget all those hard talks
What I said, what you heard
Baby I will give away my all
Just to hear those words

Baby it’s hard for me tonight
Nurse the wounds that I bleed
Does it matters if I say to you?
You’re the only one I need

As I see you fading away in this world
And there’s nothing more that I can do
You have all my love and all my dreams
Today I am broken and lost without you

Tell me if there is anything left for us
Anyway that this love can still survive
I stand helpless as now I am too weak
I don’t know what it means to be alive

All the moments that we had
Love and care, does it matter?
I’m broken too many times
I know this time I will scatter

Baby it’s hard for me tonight
Nurse the wounds that I bleed
Does it matters if I say to you?
You’re the only one I need


All that I am
All that I was
All that I ever will be
It doesn’t matters
What I go through
What will become of me

All that you are
All that you were
All that you’ll ever be
I know you’ll smile
I know you’ll be fine
I know you’ll be happy

Al that we are
All that we were
All that we’ll never be
It’s a change of heart
That’s tearing us apart
Another heart break story

I came for you a long and hard way
Out of my shell, the place that I was
Now I just hold our empty promises
And to you it’s just a worthless cause

You say that I’m the one changed
And the reason for us drifting apart
But you know you can’t deny the truth
Baby you’ve got a Change of Heart …

... "Claws of Death" ...

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... "Fucking Pissed Off" ...

Tired of these lies that you are fed

This fukin system by which you are led

Feel sick of it all that you believe in

Your ways have strained me to this sin

You talk like you know this reality

Forcing me to lose my fukin individuality

I am not the one who needs help

What you believe, just keep it to yourself

"Fuck anyone who calls me insane

For not playing their fukin games"...

It’s me alone who can feel my pain

This fire that is burning me in this flame

Don’t need your advice or sympathy

Don’t wanna be a victim of your Apathy

If I am wrong, I’ll pay in the end

I stand behind my choice, I will defend

Call me a rebel, declare me insane

For I don’t play your tormented games

"Fuck anyone who calls me insane

For not playing their fukin games"...

... "I'll be your man" ...

I remember the times that I left you alone
It’s something that I never meant to do
I was lost and you taught me how to love
And all that I am today, it’s because of you

Thank you for the trust that you had in me
It made me realize what I’ve never known
It is your faith in me that makes me alive
Thank you for all the patience you’ve shown

It’s not just the feelings that binds us
It’s so many things I may never show
Even though words don’t come easy
But there's so much I want you to know

What ever I have in me is just for you
Be all that you need, I’ll be your man
You’re the only one that I’ll forever love
Be there with you in whatever way I can


Do you know what brings me close to you?
It's your smile that takes away my fears
Do you wonder what I cherish the most?
It’s in the way you kiss away my tears

At night when you’re lying in my arms
I lay thinking what was that i missed in me?
It’s the love I’ve been running away from
And your gentle gaze is what sets me free

You’re the path that leads me to my home
As I close the doors you’re always there
You’re the shine that lights up my darkness
You’re the love I searched for everywhere

What ever I have in me is just for you
Be all that you need, I’ll be your man
You’re the only one that I’ll forever love
Be there with you in whatever way I can

... "To Ashes we Fall" ...

I was born as just another life in this world

Started building my dreams on shifting sands

Everything was beautiful as I learned to live

I was just another nail in the heart of this land

And the Innocent child died within on the way

That was the last I have lived as I try to recall

And Soon realized the truth of this wicked lie

As I grew up witnessing the rise and the fall

We've caged our lives

Behind burning walls

From ashes we rise

And to ashes we'll fall

As Life is to death

So metal is to rust

It's Ashes to ashes

And it's dust to dust

There are a lot of things we leave behind

Where we are going, what it's all about?

the need for reasons grows more and more

Even if we loose ourselves in this crowd

Living for our wants and killing all our needs

The times have changed, and so have we

We don't have the time to realize the truth

Why is the world burning where ever we see

We want everything

And we want it all

From ashes we rise

And to ashes we'll fall

As Life is to death

So metal is to rust

It's Ashes to ashes

And it's dust to dust